I haven't really UPDATED for other people to see since Christmas and this I know.. soooo.. let's run an update. I'm back at RIC and feel as though I'm wasting money and time. If it weren't for some really great people I'd probably just go home to be honest. Not saying my parents would let me do that because "I'm supposed to go to college" but I'm just saying I have a full time job at a theatre I love back home... sooooo why am I here to kiss ass to two white men that I won't ever have to deal with again? *shrug* Biding my time I suppose.
I've applied to Temple University and Madey, the thought of us being in the same city... overwhelmingly amazing hehe. Their theatre department looks beautiful and I feel like I'll just have to prove myself there, not kiss ass. And in any terms HELLO studying abroad in Dublin and London I think is a no brainer. I need a bigger campus I need to not run into the EXACT same people every hour of everyday. I need a change, I need something.. better. If by some reason I don't get into Temple University, I'll be taking a semester off and going to HCC for the semester and working. And I know I've said for years I'll never go to HCC but honestly it looks a lot better than anything else does right now. Uh so yes that's school for you.
What else... uh.... My brother in law and sister are still living at home with Rowenna my beautiful niece. I feel like I'm missing out on all of that home life. My entire family at home and I'm not. I should understand missing that, but I don't.. some days I just want to go home.
Oh and for a couple of you who know me well... I relapsed on drugs.. I'm doing much better now but the beginning of the semester was not a pleasant one. I'm working through it which is much more important I suppose. Life is slow and I'm simply bidding my time until May 10th when I have my last final and I can go back to where I know how to deal with my problems. And then I feel like my life will be back to the normalcy I need. My counseler, my groups, my friends, my car, my streets, and my territory with the reminders of why I need to live life in a straighter path. I've strayed from my path that I fought so hard to be on. And now.. I'm bidding my time until I can get back there.
So yeah.. I think that covers all of it. and woo for an update. It was brought to my attention. *wink*