This is a rant... if you don't want to read the rant, then please pass this entry by.
WHAT THE FUCK IS THE POINT OF HAVING HALF DAY HOURS!?!?!?!?!! COME IN AT 7:30AM AND THEN LEAVE BEFORE FUCKING NOON!!! WHAT THE HELL! HOW IS ANYONE WHO HAS A LIFE TO LIVE SUPPOSED TO GET IN CONTACT WITH THIS FUCKING BASTARDS?!?!?! EXPLAIN THAT TO ME!
The fucking records office at my old High School decide to not be in their cute like office after 11am in the morning. Which means I need to wake up balls early to call them. At which point they will probably tell me they can't send my transcript or even worse, not let Erin pick one up for me. PS_ WHY THE FUCK DID SOMETHING I SEND 3 WEEKS AGO NOT GET TO SOMEWHERE ONLY 300 MILES AWAY!!! AHHHHH
Wonder why I'm stressed? Wrapping up the life I've been doing here in RI without a FUCKING CLUE as to where i'll be next semester. HCC, Temple, now my mom wants me to look at WVU.. I HATE WEST VIRGINA! AHHHHH i'm so upset about a lot of things, I'm stressing myself out by simply procrastinating for everything because I have no drive or desire left to do it. I need it to be May 11th and me on my way home. So that on the morning of May 12th, I can wake up in my bed, get in my car, and drive to work. I love my job, I love my friends, I need the summer more than I can say. But at the same time I am torn. I have met some amazing people here, some people I know I won't let go of, but still it's depressing. AHHHHH I never wanted to go to college in the first place. So maybe all of this could have been solved prior!
I hate that things don't seem to be going my way.
Ps- I may be going to Baltimore this weekend again... I hate the things I've entangled myself in... AHHHHH